left behind
she was a real sweetheart, the kind that fusses over you 24/7 just because they love you. i loved waking up in the morning knowing waiting downstairs was the best homemade cornmeal mush evar. so delish and sweet dressed up with butter and syrup. so so yummy. i miss knowing this is really only a memory now.
i know the boyz are taken care of splendidly and have fun no matter where they are, though i miss them differently when they thousands of miles away. not any more than usual, but differently because of the distance. i'll just be very excited and happy when they return. both the service and the boys gone makes me feel all sad, yet aware of being fortunate knowing i love those i care around me deeply and they know it.
on repeat is the original version and live version of stereophonics, maybe tomorrow. there are only a few songs i could listen to all day and today is one of those days.
peace out as my sons say. hug someone today, they might need it